Yasmin in Istanbul, Turkey

less than a week yo

Today i woke up. Watched part of ‘Confessions of a Shopaholic’. Ryan wasn’t on aim so i messaged him on facebook because my dad was coming to pick me up to go do something. I convinced my cousins to come with and my mom, dad, sister, cousin emre and ebru, and i all went out. It was refreshing to get out of the house after being stuck here for so long. 

We went to a small town and had good sea food and salad. They ate ice cream but i felt i couldn’t. Then we went to a place by the sea to have some yogurt with powdered sugar on top. We walked around a tad and then we went home. 

I talked to my love for a while. Which was amazing because i was worried he wouldn’t be there. 

Then i went swimming. Took a shower. Now i’m watching ‘Bride Wars’ but i’m too tired to carry on. So i think i’m going to go to sleep. 

I can’t wait to go home. Tomorrow we are going out again and i’m not sure if i’ll stay at my grammies or go to my parents place. The day after that my parents and sister and i are supposedly going on a two day road trip. I have no idea what the plans are any more but i know i’m going home soon and am very excited. 

I miss my love more than anything. I keep listening to the song he wrote me and it makes me so happy. 

My head hurts and i’m super tired though. There is nothing i want more than for him and i to be snuggling in bed together. I am so excited to be home. It’ll happen soon though. It’s going to be amazing. 

i love you hunny bear. You’re my darling turnip! My angel pie. My honey bee. My life. Muah. 

I am so proud of you love. Everything you do. You’re just amazing.